Things end.
That’s tragic.
The fact that they ever existed
Feels like magic.
I’m not a fan,
Being tricked by perception
Into thinking certain things are convention
That some relationships will be forever.
That she thought I was clever,
That the answer would never be “never.”
Life has a sleight of hand that
Everyone sees coming for others
But no one thinks the quarter’s behind
Their own ear.
Or that “you have cancer” is something they’d hear.
Or that life is something to fear.
Or that death is so incredibly near.
Maybe I’m the problem,
Disassociating tragedy.
But things do end.
And everyone acts like that’s
What’s supposed to happen,
As if time has been understood and
Dealt with.
Just because everything ends doesn’t mean
It should,
And that’s the magic trick this life is –
Not being surprised by its end,
But thinking that for you it never would.